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Fantastic

by r. Candall Lark

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1.
The Train Whistle Will Break the silence and cut through the night Hello Midvalley, my old friend Hello Oakwood, I'll see you again I will drive with you and I will feel The weight of all your deals Hello Saint George, my old friend Hello Fallview Drive, I will see you again Where did the house with the basement go? Oh, I won't ever know Hello Father, my old friend Hello Mother, I'll see you again
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I know which side my bread is buttered on and I know how to keep on keppin' on It never truly goes way, doesn't it? It always finds a way back someday It never truly goes away, doesn't it? It'll all loops back, doesn't it? It'll never truly be okay but it'll be alright Why do I have to be anything to be anything at all?
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Uintah, I'm feeling sick and if you did not want me here, why did you bring me far? I'm missing half my blood, and it is my fault I can't catch my breath, my hearts beating out my chest and I'll try my best Moab, I mistook you for the past I would love to see your face when I am in a better place
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I came home A little late Father was right there Waiting for me Head to the wall Don't you cry son Be a man Stop your crying and stop milking it Don't you cry, you are the son of a man Mother snuck in through the front door Just so she could spend the night He wasn't supposed to know but he found us there Fire came flying from his face and he grabbed his gun out of his disgrace Get her out Get her out Get her out Get her out
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Monuments 05:37
I fell asleep in your car Will you protect me? When I die, you will too All that you are remains with me As I walk downtown, I see monuments to your youth This place once meant everything to you Now it is dead too Hello, I once knew you Hello, I once was you Back in the beginning Hello, I once needed you But I will never need you again As I look out the window, I know I won't feel this again In my head, I'm still therre Sitting by you, still a boy I know that you are gone, I know that I won't be able To tell you what's been going on You know nothing, your head doesn't think anymore
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Marceline 04:09
When I was kid Mother used to say I was much to pretty to be a boy That everyone mistook me for a girl Well mother you should see me know If you only had the eyes Broken little sissy boy You are who you are only who you are Because everything that's happened to you When I was in first grade I dressed in my mothers clothes To not be recognized By the girl that liked me I don't think it work But Damned if I have I ever so at home But Damned if I have I ever felt So Comfortable Broken little sissy kid You are only who you are because they broke you I was never really bothered by the name Marceline That my brothers gave me Nor being called fag When I wore women's pants Back when I Felt that I Had an image to keep But fuck junior high Broken little sissy kid You are only who you are and the reasons aren't important anymore - [ ]
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Goodbye Gentile Goodbye Icicle Goodbye Backyard and all you'll know Goodbye, warm floor vent I'll never see you again Even though I hold The place of your birth and the knowledge of your Mother and the face of your Father and the tracks that you can't look back too And your first steps, and your first words And everything that you heard Do you know them? Or am I alone? You will be eachother When you are alone I miss you like no other But I know that you are home You will be good for eachother More than you will ever know
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Salvatore 03:37
A plate with a smiling face. Crushed between a book and it's page, Flowers and a crossed out name. It all blurs out of frame. One day, your youth will go And your face will look strange I know, your sister has gone And her face will be forgotten A plate with a smiling face. Crushed between a book and it's page Flowers and a crossed out name. It all blurs out of frame. A secret shared amongst friends, I wish I had done better to keep it One day, your youth will go And your face will look strange. I know, your sister has gone And her face will be forgotten. And anything I say will mean nothing.
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The Urinal 05:29
I live in a world of cement. I live in a tomb of great encouragement. I know your dead face and I know your silent words Because I've been here all too many times before Fantasy will kill you shortly but reality will kill you surely I live in a world of tiny pieces. I live in a womb of great entitlement. I see the end for me. I hear a cry of apathy. My brother naked on the floor. We were on an adventure we would never been on at all The urinal in the center of the room In a house, in a place in a time we would have never known anyways My brother dying on the floor with a weight that he wish he never bore In a house, in a place, in a time that we would never forget. Did all this great history happen for nothing? I can't believe it was all for nothing. I will feel new again and you will too my firend
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The streetlights fly up above. As the world breaths and sighs, I am in the back, looking up.
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Warm 05:11
Fall; your stormy skies, Your fallen shoulders, Your starless nights Will be warm again. Cafe, you hold a memory of a woman and her baby but they are gone Winter, your fields of snow, your peaks of gold, on the drive home from a joyous wedding. Dead-a-head, I know just where youar you're in the place where dead things are. Well goodbye, I have my memories Friend, I love you with my heart. From the bottom, to the top, And you are here
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Nevada Skies 11:38
Oh Helios Burn me whole And take me home Oh Venturas Bring me hope That I won't die Oh Euclid I've only got One shot Oh venturas Give me luck That I won't die alone Oh Helios Burn me whole And take me home Back to Nevada Where I have never been Only in the grin Of my oldest childhood friends Be right be right Left x why up I'll never have to grow up If I only be right Bright nights and swimming pools I can smell water in the air Let's all go home and play the sims Warm desert air and mysticism everywhere Let's all go home I think we could all use some time To tie up the past I need to put this memory to rest It's doing me no good All of the the fortunes I thought I must have Are just getting in the way I think we could use some time to do all the things we've wanted to do since we were little And realize they are not what we want to do
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You picked me up from school I called you and told you I was sick That was a lie and you knew it. You're hair blowin in the wind and now there is no wind. Your cares blowing in the wind and now I'm stuck down wind. You weren't supposed to be there but the coast was clear and when we got in you started making me some lunch and I started playin I loved you so much back So much that I try to forget I will never love you so much again There is no love to give to a corpse (But I have all the love to give to those breathin, to my friends)

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The name of the album is a reference to something very dear to me that me and my brother shared. This whole album is dedicated to the passing of time. The lyrics are about death, childhood, gender, dreams, history, friends, memory and getting on. All these songs are very intimate to me but I hope other people can relate and enjoy.

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released August 21, 2017

Everything played, written and mastered by Marcus Koncar. Most of this album was recorded in the back of my work in the middle of the night; some of them in my bedroom. Thank you to all the people who have inspired to make this.

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