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Don't Knock

by r. Candall Lark

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1.
Navy Dodger 02:55
And I didn't know what to do And I had some prior obligations I no longer wanted to be to So I went down to my local marine recruiting office and said "what can you do?" And with a face like leather and hand mischievous too He said, "they'll never know what happened to you" So I went to war They shaved my head and called me boy
2.
Drug Court 04:02
Dear Shar, I took the boys biking around Lagoon on Sunday. We try to fill them with good food and physical exercise. They argue a lot but I think Nick treats his brother better than I did Dick. I hope you are serious about this. It would be in the best interest of us all. We will see you again. Love Dad
3.
I don't know if I can don't it I don't know know if I can go through it Mythical veil of my past Let me see all that I once had There's a lot to it A wife and kids I'd put through it Should we all just let it go? Even though I'll always know? I know what is right But I don't have the strength to try it I know I must do it I must go through it
4.
Don't you forget that nature loves rain But natures dead on the bathroom floor And rains buried up north Follow I 84 They planted some trees back in their day But none seem to carry their name And when Nature was behind bars While visiting, I pissed my drawers Rain turned to hale, which turned to hate And rained hell down on me And then when Rain was behind bars She'd write me letters sent from afar She moved from hotel to gulf And still haunts those broken halls And back then, her still breathing ghost Wrote me the words I remember the most And I heard his last last words It was the last message he ever sent the world He said, Rain, I love you You look like an angel from up there And this floors the lowest I've ever been Rain I love you and I'm sorry about the past We never reap what we sow but they'll find their way At least you'll be there, their only parent At least you will make it out alive
5.
Sandy 03:55
The neighbors called me a West Valley whore But they don't know a God damn thing I come up from up off the hill South Davis, Bountiful City And they don't know that I know All of their secrets from in their home And they don't know that I know What they say on the telephone Hey there Mikey, honey sweety Do you love me? Don't you love me? I'm all okay now and I am home The chemicals in my brain are back to normal Do you love me? Why don't you love me? Well you don't know that I know What you do when I'm not home And you don't know that I know That you follow with your stereo And I don't know where my mind is It's been gone, it's permanent And you don't know how to fix this That's okay, there is no way I was broken so long ago And I don't know, I don't know
6.
There's nothing cool About being fucked As a kid It won't open any doors It'll only fuck Things up for those you love There's no cards to trade No trophy to get Just an echoin Late nights, Highschool You and all your friends Weighing out your pounds of flesh And you say,"I hurt too" "Can we talk about something else? Anything else?" You can tell all your lovers If you feel the need But it won't change a thing You can tell your mother If she's listening But she's not listening Don't tell me That my life's my fault I don't care And don't tell me That everything happens for a reason Because it doesn't I was only two Any way you see it What choice is there in that? I know only I Am responsible For my feelings He didn't knock He just came in But Your blind optimism is no good here Thanks anyways Sometimes that's just not What a person needs to hear And it's just easier To blame chance anyways
7.
[...] 01:50
I can taste and smell his bad breath Feel the pain in my back And I don't know if I'll ever have much more than that I can smell and taste his bad breath Feel the pain in my back And I don't know if I'll ever have much more than It comes to me when I rest and I don't know much more else and I don't know much more else and I don't know much more else Taste and smell his bad breath Pain in my back
8.
The Phantom 09:38
Father bought some tickets To a baseball game I knew he couldn't afford them We enjoyed it all the same Perfect day in the 60s Not a cloud in the sky Still talked to my brother then He was just nine We hadn't seen the moon quite yet The time were turbulent I hadn't seen hell quite yet My life's been quite turbulent And when they brought out The fireworks Father turned and said That we had to go And he drove to north side of town Where the factories grow And we couldn't see Through the fog and smoke And then father parked the car And he grabbed his gun and his gloves And he turned to me and my brother and said Don't you move a god damned muscle So we didn't move a God damned muscle And about an hour and a half Father came back, His gloves covered in blood, And he turned to me and my brother and said... You will never talk about this You did not see a thing You will never see this again You will not say a thing The Phantom The Phantom strikes again
9.
Dierkes 03:54
Son, did you think about my offer? You can move up to Twin and you can swim in Dierkes And I've got job for you And a room You can have a life here And we'd be fine here Son, did you think about my offer?
10.
Care-Bear 05:26
"Hello, Miss Beautiful Here is a postcard From a place I'd love to live Maybe someday I love you lady I must have done something right to have you in my life Adventures here we come" And don't let them in They are breaking in These Hyenas are not you friends And don't them in They are burrowing And once they get in They are never leaving "You're so pretty and charming And full of so much past pain And I am so stuck sometimes in your eyes I get lost Stop pulling society rank on me Jesus doesn't much care how much your parents make Neither do I, okay? I love you Care-Bear" And now that you have let them in You feel love and compassion For those who are stealing from you and they are trying to hurt you But I don't blame you For it is all that you ever knew And don't let her in Charlotte She is not you friend You should know better than this And don't let her in She will lead you to your death And her eyes have never met the body that she has left
11.
My mothers boyfriend Brought me an old washer From back when She had a body to wash And in the washer was a tissue box In the box was... In the box was a hundred old needles And in the needles her red blood Red still, trying to get back to a heart that's been killed There is no need to be sentimental about things like this Mother, I should have expected this You would pull this kind of shit

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This is my first attempt at an album. Recorded mostly in my bedroom, it consists mostly personal stories and letters.
All the instruments are owned and played by me(Guitar, Banjo, Accordion), except for the melodica on the first track, that was borrowed from my friend Arrin Abrahms.

Each of the songs have explanations of what their about if you click on them!

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released May 22, 2017

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